2 March

Hyepp Kidd's back :) harini bufday Kak Nad. Yeahh dah tua dah kakak aku tu.  Kadang-2 aku geram ngn perangai dia. Suka merepek. Eleh same je ngn aku, sepp sikit kak ;) dia akak yg paling awesome bg aku. Now she's a captain for rumah merah and bola tampar. Ingat eh juniors, kau sakitkan hati kakak aku, kau kena ngan aku. Dont hurt my sys feelings.  Kalau tak suka jngan menyemak buat kecoh je. Hahahahaha stay awesome, may Allah bless you kak ;) iloveyou kak :*

Harini birthday kak nad, harini pun merentas desa juga. Aku dengan dada yg luka semangat lari. Last-2 pancit. HuaHuaHua pity. Teruk benor. Tapi after merentas desa luka aku jadi teruk, my baby help me hahaha so cute. Thanks baby, sebab tolong aku tadi. Comel je dia risaukan aku. Tapi serious lah aku suka, walaupun aku penat aku suka bila dia ada. Hmm mybe tak mampu senyum sebab sakit tapi buat hati aku lega dengan kehadiran dia, dengan senyuman dia haha sukanya aku usha dia. Aku sayangkan dia sangat-2. Seriously, aku sayang dia sangat-2. Hmmm..

17 Febuary 2013

Today is 17. Well , my day her day our day actually. To many things happen around us. Arguing is a common thing. Everybody does that. Theres no one perfect. Eventually I tried to be one. I try to be perfect. Only for her. Only her. No one else. But it seems I cant show her my effort. I love her. But I did it really bad. I broke her heart once. Not once. It's been like everytime. I tried to stop but I guess it will never stop.

I've been thinking. Is it because I wasn't good enough for her? I know that. Well I won't leave her.. I want to see her smile because of me. I've been wondering if she does that all the time...

Happy 6 monthsary baby, hope we can last long enough. I love you so much <3 we aren't friends. We're special friends. You're still mine, i'm still yours. I'm glad  that I still had a chance to live in your heart :')

27 January

This date? Ohh its natingg :) just shit things comes around me .

5month :)

Yeah, today's the date. 17 January 2013. ILOVEYOU. Wee~ dah reach 5month. Aku harap there will be something that will make us proud. Something new. I wanna be the old us :'( sweet memanjang, tak gaduh selalu pun.. Tak boleh ke? Huu.. Hahahah apehal aku ni. Dah dah nak whaaatsapp ngn dia ni. Tata :)

A N I M L E E

To Anim :

        Hye, Akid a.k.a Kiedd's here. Well, I don't wanna talk to much, tell to much. I just want you to know that iloveyou. That's all. And I miss you.. I don't wanna argue with you anymore. I just want us to be happy. I really want the old us, not the new us. Please..

ILOVEYOUSOMUCH

Anim Lee, Pappann, Flame Princess, Pondan.

Haaa name kt top tu semua name samaran dia. Tahu siapa? Siapa lagi kalau bukan Siti Nadzira Hanim a.k.a SNH a.k.a Anim Lee. Hehe yes, she's my beautiful princess of my life. MY LIFE OKAY ? Kau curik, mengundang babe. Haha. Okay. Let me describe her a bit. Jadilah kan? Hmm, she looks so cute when she laugh. She looks so damn pretty when she smile. Well i'm glad I have her. Cause ilovehersodamnmuch...

17 AUGUST 2012, 11.03 A.M - THIS , aku ingat lagi. Tersangatlah ingat. Taim ni aku tengah kemas bawah katil. Tak ingt apa motif kemas tu. Tapi sambil text au. Blablabla time goes by, then dia tanya 'sampai bila awak nak tunggu saya?' aku kata tak kesah :) tetiba dia kasi statement yg mengejut berukkan aku --> 'awak tak perlu tunggu saya lagi sebab saya dah pun jadi milik awak'. Mmg taim tu aku tak tersengih2 sendiri au sebab happy kan? Ye,  walaupun ade sikit salah faham. Tapi kitorg baik blik. Yeahh I miss that momment. Aku mmg happy gilagilagila ngan dia doh. Serious. Dari cara dia,  dia jaga aku, sayang aku gilagila. Wehh, aku sangat sayangkan dia weh. Taktipu..

Day by day, kami mula renggang. Tapi aku still okay, cause aku ni jenis yg susah nak lepasskan orang yg aku sayang. Aku bertahan, sbb aku taknak khilangan dia. Sayang dia sepenuh hati bhai. Hahaha. K bab2 ni tak perlu tahu :p

Since she came into my life, eventhough dia kuat marah aku, aku faham. Dia marah sebab aku yg salah. Sedih pasal aku. Nanges pasal aku. Yupp, aku tak PERFECT. No one's perfect. But aku try, nak jadi yang terbaik untuk dia. Tapi I can see that I can't make her happy. Apa yang aku nampak ni, aku selalu sakit kan hati dia. Aku tak faham. Tang mane salah aku? Siann diaa sebenarnyaa. Hmm.. She lost her trusst on me disebabkan perangai aku. Haha jahatnya aku..

Okay, aku taknak ingat pe bnda yang aku pernah lukakan hati dia. Macam mana pun, please tahu. Aku sayangkan kau wehh. Serious..

Baby ,
Saya harap saya kekal dlam hati awak, tolong jngan lepaskan saya.. Saya taknak awak berubah hati. Saya taknak ditinggalkan. Saya pun taknak tinggalkan awak. Saya sayangkan awak. Awak kena tahu tu. Walaupun saya ni buat awak terluka , sakit hati or else, tolong maafkan saya.. Saya takkan putus asa untuk menyayangi awak, mencintai awak.. Saya akan lakukan yg trrbaik untuk awak. Saya janji akan jaga awak baik-2. Janganlah risau ye :) tapi awak janganlah kecewa kan saya.. Thanks byy.. I hope we can last forever <3

Haha okaylahh duhh, panjang lebar dah aku cerita ni. Tata~